Escape Training.

               I've spent my whole life planning my escape. Over and over again I've been preparing to get away. Every time I've taken a blade to my skin, I've been building up my pain tolerance, making my skin thicker.  Every time I've broken, I've been learning to put myself back together. Every time I've pushed someone out of my life, I've been teaching myself to stay unattached to people. Every time I've spent too much time daydreaming, I'm scheming. I am learning. I am planning. I am growing. I am making all of this pain and suffering worth it. My escape from this place will be worth it.